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And now for my sorry notes to some people I knew…

Amanda: You are going to have such a wonderful life. You are the most talented and pretty little girl I’ve ever met and I love you so much, Amanda. Please don’t be sad. I’m going to miss you so very much. I love you.

Tiffany: We haven’t talked much recently since we’re both so busy but I’m so happy you’re my sister. You are so courageous and determined to achieve what you want, you can accomplish anything. I love you.

Justin: We’ve been jerks to each other a lot recently but I really do love you. You get on my nerves almost all the time but no matter what a part of me will always love you. Sorry for picking on you so much when we were kids.

Rylan: I’m so sorry I’m never there for you. I love you so much.

Abby: Thank you for dealing with my pathetic problems, all I did was make your life harder and I’m sorry.

Mom and Dad: Fuck you. You can’t just control other people like that. That’s messed up.

I don’t really feel the need to apologize to anyone else… odds are you didn’t give a shit about me and if you do, you did something that made me feel like shit and you don’t deserve an apology.

Also, anyone who says something like “I wish I got to know him better” or “I wish I treated him better” gets a punch in the nose. 

If you are reading this, it means that I have committed suicide and obviously failed to delete this post from my queue.

Please don’t be sad, it’s for the better. The life I would’ve lived isn’t worth living in… because I’m transgender. I could go into detail explaining why I feel that way, but this note is probably going to be lengthy enough as it is. To put it simply, I feel like a girl trapped in a boy’s body, and I’ve felt that way ever since I was 4. I never knew there was a word for that feeling, nor was it possible for a boy to become a girl, so I never told anyone and I just continued to do traditionally “boyish” things to try to fit in.

When I was 14, I learned what transgender meant and cried of happiness. After 10 years of confusion I finally understood who I was. I immediately told my mom, and she reacted extremely negatively, telling me that it was a phase, that I would never truly be a girl, that God doesn’t make mistakes, that I am wrong. If you are reading this, parents, please don’t tell this to your kids. Even if you are Christian or are against transgender people don’t ever say that to someone, especially your kid. That won’t do anything but make them hate them self. That’s exactly what it did to me.

My mom started taking me to a therapist, but would only take me to christian therapists, (who were all very biased) so I never actually got the therapy I needed to cure me of my depression. I only got more christians telling me that I was selfish and wrong and that I should look to God for help.

When I was 16 I realized that my parents would never come around, and that I would have to wait until I was 18 to start any sort of transitioning treatment, which absolutely broke my heart. The longer you wait, the harder it is to transition. I felt hopeless, that I was just going to look like a man in drag for the rest of my life. On my 16th birthday, when I didn’t receive consent from my parents to start transitioning, I cried myself to sleep.

I formed a sort of a “fuck you” attitude towards my parents and came out as gay at school, thinking that maybe if I eased into coming out as trans it would be less of a shock. Although the reaction from my friends was positive, my parents were pissed. They felt like I was attacking their image, and that I was an embarrassment to them. They wanted me to be their perfect little straight christian boy, and that’s obviously not what I wanted.

So they took me out of public school, took away my laptop and phone, and forbid me of getting on any sort of social media, completely isolating me from my friends. This was probably the part of my life when I was the most depressed, and I’m surprised I didn’t kill myself. I was completely alone for 5 months. No friends, no support, no love. Just my parent’s disappointment and the cruelty of loneliness.

At the end of the school year, my parents finally came around and gave me my phone and let me back on social media. I was excited, I finally had my friends back. They were extremely excited to see me and talk to me, but only at first. Eventually they realized they didn’t actually give a shit about me, and I felt even lonelier than I did before. The only friends I thought I had only liked me because they saw me five times a week.

After a summer of having almost no friends plus the weight of having to think about college, save money for moving out, keep my grades up, go to church each week and feel like shit because everyone there is against everything I live for, I have decided I’ve had enough. I’m never going to transition successfully, even when I move out. I’m never going to be happy with the way I look or sound. I’m never going to have enough friends to satisfy me. I’m never going to have enough love to satisfy me. I’m never going to find a man who loves me. I’m never going to be happy. Either I live the rest of my life as a lonely man who wishes he were a woman or I live my life as a lonelier woman who hates herself. There’s no winning. There’s no way out. I’m sad enough already, I don’t need my life to get any worse. People say “it gets better” but that isn’t true in my case. It gets worse. Each day I get worse.

That’s the gist of it, that’s why I feel like killing myself. Sorry if that’s not a good enough reason for you, it’s good enough for me. As for my will, I want 100% of the things that I legally own to be sold and the money (plus my money in the bank) to be given to trans civil rights movements and support groups, I don’t give a shit which one. The only way I will rest in peace is if one day transgender people aren’t treated the way I was, they’re treated like humans, with valid feelings and human rights. Gender needs to be taught about in schools, the earlier the better. My death needs to mean something. My death needs to be counted in the number of transgender people who commit suicide this year. I want someone to look at that number and say “that’s fucked up” and fix it. Fix society. Please.

Goodbye,

(Leelah) Josh Alcorn

I wish movies could be about LGBT characters without being written off as “gay movies”. Why don’t you just call it a “movie”? Nobody calls your movies “straight movies”.

can i please sleep for more than two hours per night pls and thnk u

relientkara:

If you were suicidal at all this year, or any year in the past, and are alive right now for Christmas and new years then I just wanna say I am so freaking proud of you. Me and thousands of other people are. You are amazing, strong, and definitely made the right choice.

Please make the right choice next year, and in all the years to come as well. 

Merry Christmas. 

(via subtleflesh)

moonkisse:

parent: “Youre going to hell!”

me:

(Source: lune-de-lapin, via adare2live)

  • one third of me: I want a relationship so much, relationships are so cute
  • one third of me: sex sex sex I want sex fuck relationships lets be slutty
  • one third of me: fuck everyone I hate people

asexualreaper:

Reblog this if you would date an asexual person. I need confirmation that there is hope.

(via maybesomeoneterrible)

rotten-shay:

cis person: i wouldn’t date someone who is transgender

everyone: ok

transgender person: i wouldn’t date someone who is cis

everyone: OKAY WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM ASSHOLE YOU NEED TO GET OVER YOURSELF MOST PEOPLE ARE CIS GOOD LUCK FINDING SOMEONE TRANS OR NB HAHA GOD THIS IS WHY EVERYONE HATES TRANS PEOPLE

(via fangirlin4life)

hula-hope:

fitnessluvr:

takeherawayern:

whiskersonkittens:

Things that don’t make you less of a feminist:

  • Being in a loving relationship.
  • BDSM.
  • Being submissive.
  • Wearing makeup.
  • Being a housewife.
  • Wearing dresses.
  • High heels.
  • Shaving.

Things that do make you less of a feminist:

  • Shaming women for doing any of these things.

Thank you

Yes. 10000x thank you. 

(Source: dead-lovers-sarabande, via fangirlin4life)

afrofilipino:

cis feminists know when they’re being objectified when men reduce their personage to their genitals but don’t recognize the harm they do to trans women and to themselves when they reduce their womanhood to genitals …? 

(via nepetas-cutie-brigade)

auntiewitch:

shout out to lesbians for being lesbians. keep on lesbianing

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crutchiee:

sirlightbulb:

finding out the heights of your internet friends is always the weirdest thing

reblog this with your height in the tags then we’ll all know

(Source: rrrrrrrrrrrchive, via cecilgpalmer)

literally why are people nice to me

Anonymous asked: You inspire me!!

awwhhh! I don’t know what’s so inspiring about a gross tranny who has a weirdly proportioned body and sucks at make-up, but thank you, I wish you the best of luck  (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

rogueswolfe:

If you want a random happy message in your ask reblog this

(via rogueswolfe)

kingcheddarxmas:

Google says Laverne Cox is 30 which is strange because I’d never really considered her age? I always assumed she was an ageless being of pure light gracing this foul plane of existence from a dimension that transcends space and time

(via tyleroakley)

fragileblackgirl:

kiriamaya:

nerdgirlsavestheworld:

afrofilipino:

cis feminists know when they’re being objectified when men reduce their personage to their genitals but don’t recognize the harm they do to trans women and to themselves when they reduce their womanhood to genitals …? 

THIS IS SO IMPORTANT, AND AS A CIS WOMAN IT WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON TO LEARN

Please understand.

Yep

(via zoe-cat)

orangelemonart:

interruptmag:

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Go to your nearest target. Buy a two pack of pushup bras (24$ for 2), and target’s bra inserts (12$). Then go to your nearest Walmart and buy the Vasserette Control Shapewear Panties (2.50 each), they do wonders for helping your tuck. There you go! You just saved yourself a lot of money, you can afford to buy enough to wear every day, and best of all you look fabulous. -@twidx

recs for trans women are so rare on tumblr!! spread this, people.

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the-pietriarchy:

there’s this very specific type of middle aged man who acts overly friendly and flirty to young women in the service industry and then thinks that he still has game because said women just smile awkwardly in response

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oeshka:

windschanging:

valkubus-shipper:

patrocluschironides:

are you a boy? your clothes are boy clothes.

are you a girl? your clothes are girl clothes.

are you outside the binary of boy and girl? so are your clothes.

did someone just tell you your clothes don’t match your gender identity? they are a trashcan and their clothes are trashcan clothes.

Or in the words of Eddie Izzard.. 

Because this cannot be reblogged enough.

Screaming silently in adoration

(Source: kinginawolfsuit, via kitsunefantasy)

phoxyllama:

eggacademy:

1. buy them new clothes and other accessories to make them feel more comfortable
2. slam dunk the old clothes into the nearest donation center where they belong
3. respect your child’s identity and use whatever name and pronouns they want you to use

yup

it’s really not hard.

(via tohru--adachi)

every time i want to kill myself it’s always inconvenient to everyone around me. i want to fade away without ruining everyone else’s plans

sorrygirlsisuckcock:

squided:

WHEN WILL PEOPLE FUCKING REALIZE THAT

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MEN

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ALSO

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ARE

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GIVEN

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UNREALISTIC

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EXPECTATIONS

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DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA

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HOW IMPOSSIBLE IT IS

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TO LOOK LIKE THIS???

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IT’S 100% FUCKING ILLOGICAL TO EXPECT MEN TO HAVE THIS RIPPED SIX-PACK ABS AND BE SKINNY AND HAVE PERFECT SKIN AND FACIAL COMPLEXION!  MEN ALSO EXPERIENCE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE WITH OUR BODIES ALL. THE. FUCKING. TIME.

true…

(via nepetas-cutie-brigade)

When I was 16, I had a fake I.D. and decided to go to a gay bar by myself because some friends bailed on me. While there, an older gentleman bought me a drink. He wasn’t a creeper, and he definitely wasn’t unattractive. I accepted the drink and began talking to him. No big deal. As the hour progressed, I felt myself feeling strange. I mentioned that I felt like I had a headache, and this guy helped guide me out of the bar. As we were walking down the street, the thought of, ‘Oh god, he’s drugged me, I’m going to die’ came to my head. I tried to get away, but I was so drugged up that I could barely walk, let alone speak. It also didn’t help that I had really large ‘goth’ platform shoes because I was going through a phase. Anyway, this guy brought me to his suv and began undressing me. As a final act of defiance, I hit him over the head with my platform shoe. He then punched me, and I remember thinking, ‘Why don’t they ever give workshops to gay guys about being victims of rape too?’ While I was as careful as possible, I never saw the guy slip something in the drink. I even watched the bar tender make the drink. Anyway, I lied there completely paralyzed while this pervert was lubing up. I locked eyes with his for a moment, and that’s when it happened. A very large and angry drag queen opened the door of the vehicle and beat the shit out of my attempted rapist. She and her other drag friends helped dress and care for me while the police arrived. I was saved by a group of guardian drag queens. They were basically the modern day ‘angels from heaven.’

sexual-phan:

hunter-avenger-consulter-grimm:

jawnn-locked:

visiovisusvidere:

sonicghost:

milesjai:

videk:

welcome-to-the-sinners-ball:

imgayitsok:

God bless drag queens.

I will always reblog this

Whenever drag queens are present, you best believe they will save the fuckin day.

Oh fuck yes.

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If this isn’t on your blog I’m judging you.

Every time a bell rings, a drag queen gets his wings.

God bless drag queen omg

(Source: b-random, via rogueswolfe)

modanos:

hey send me assumptions you have about me and i will confirm/deny

(via rogueswolfe)

  • ❤ - I wanna be your girlfriend/boyfriend/datemate
  • Ѡ- I wanna touch your butt
  • ♋ - I wanna fuck you
  • ❣ - I wanna go out with you
  • ♡ - I think you're cute
  • ✌ - I think you're awesome
  • ☠ - I think you're crazy
  • ✘ - I don't like you
  • ☢ - I hate you
  • ★ - I think you're funny
  • ツ - I wish we could be friends
  • ∞ - I wanna marry you
  • ✿ - I stalk you
  • 웃 - Do me a baby!
  • ✆- Call Me
  • ✉- Write Me
  • ✵- I Likes You
  • ✲- (insert poop joke here)
  • ✳- Be Mine
  • ❣- I want to be with you forever
  • ❂- You're atomic!
  • ➑- You're lucky!
  • ♛- I, I will be king
  • ♚- And you, you will be queen
  • ☣- I hope you catch leprosy
  • ❧ - I'm going to punch you in your privates
  • ❦- I want to kick your face
  • ☾- Let's make out
  • ☽- I want to feel you up
  • ✖- Let's start a war
  • ₪ - Let's start a nuclear war
  • ♔- I wish you were a porpoise
  • ♕- I will tap dance on your grave when your dead
  • ✍- [insert your own comment here]
  • Send me one!

I just want you to tell me everything is going to be okay.

kiriamaya:

Please don’t get too attached to your child’s birth-assigned gender. Their gender may end up being something completely different, and if so, they’ll need your love and support more than ever. I make this plea as a woman whose father won’t accept her because he’s more attached to his idea of a “son” than he is to the actual person (woman) that exists. Please, please love your children for who they are, whoever they turn out to be.

Love,
Kiri

(via pimpmatterz)

gonnafuckthedog:

when people say “experimenting” like I’m sorry did I forget to hand you my lab report?

hypothesis: gay

conclusion: gayer than originally thought

(via maybesomeoneterrible)

etodderz:

goatmeats:

I was asking myself just now why they have “16 and pregnant” but not “16 and impregnated a girl” but I realized it would be pretty boring to watch a 16 year old boy play video games and go to school and live life as normal

Whoop there it is

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"It is a mark of maturity when someone hurts you, and you try to understand them."
- (via mercedeslezzies)

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hellotailor:

fortunatossoliloquy:

This is a Kimono (Japanese):

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This is a Hanfu (Chinese):

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This is a Cheongsam (Chinese):

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This is a Hanbok (Korean):

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Any questions? 


ao dai
(vietnamese)

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I can’t stand to go on twitter and listen to all of my old friends from high school complain about their lives and how tough they have it and how they’re all depressed, like you literally do not know SHIT about depression

you have it MADE. your lives are as close to perfect as anyone in this generation is ever going to get and you act like you’re carrying the weight of the world. shut the fuck up, you have no idea at all what it’s like to truly feel like there is no choice better than to kill yourself, you have no idea what it’s like to be that sad. I certainly don’t have the worst life out there but I have it pretty fucking bad. my life sucks. I literally have nothing to live for other than the possibility that I might be able to scrape up enough money to live a comfortable lifestyle as a woman in a couple years, not to mention it’s going to suck then because my family is going to disown me and I’m going to have trouble having enough money to pay for surgeries and medication to make me feel like a normal human being, plus having to pay for food, gas and rent each month. I’m going to be broke as fuck for the rest of my life and there’s nothing that I can do about it other than just not transition and hate my body to the point where I’ll just end up killing myself.

you got grounded for getting a D in Physics? Your boyfriend of a couple months broke up with you? You didn’t get to smoke any weed this weekend? Jesus fuck, your life is SO HARD. Pull your head out of your ass and suck it up. A couple years ago I was in that same exact spot, I thought I was depressed, I thought I wanted to kill myself. I want to go back in time and slap my 15 year old self in the face, I had no idea how bad it was going to get. You may think you have problems but you really don’t, so instead of starting a pity party on social media websites take a walk and calm down and think about how maybe YOU’RE the asshole, not everyone else. 

Anonymous asked: Psssst you're cute and amazing <3 have a magnificent day/afternoon/night

Aww thanks anon <3

my previous suspicions that otherkin are morons has been confirmed

shitantiotherkinantidivinesay:

shitantiotherkinantidivinesay:

lazerprincess:

okay I’m sorry but I’m so totally and completely anti-otherkin. Feel free to send me an anon ask telling me why I shouldn’t be because this shit is making cis people lump us together and basically make our gender seem less valid and it…

Ok but why do you need proof. And its not purely spiritual. There are mentally ill people who use this as a coping mechanism, there are people who say that theyre their kintype in another universe. I dont understand why you wouldnt use someones correct pronouns of course we’d be offended.

i am actually laughing right now there was so much bullshit in literally everything you just said hahahaha

prince-starbaby asked: Well, honestly society DOESN'T lump trans people and otherkin together because very VERY few people even know of otherkin. And where as there is much science behind trans people mostly based off of human anatomy and hormones and what happened before you were born, otherkin in most cases, are spiritual, which science doesn't get involved in. I can say that not all otherkin believe in the spiritual thing but no otherkin believes they are their kin in a physical sense. They know they're human now

prince-starbaby:

lazerprincess:

prince-starbaby:

lazerprincess:

No, society does lump trans people and otherkin together. I have heard “well if you’re a girl because you say you are then if I say I’m a squirrel does that make me a squirrel?” way too many times. Ever since people have become accepting of transgender people people have decided to come up with all these bullshit identities because they want to be a special little snowflake and it just ruins it for us transgender people who just want to be accepted into society.

That isn’t otherkin though. You’re thinking of the trolls, those who aren’t actually what they say they are.

Trust me, I’m transgender too. I’ve gotten a lot f shit for it too. But otherkin has nothing to do with trans people. Ever.

Any one who says “If I say I’m a squirrel, then am I squirrel” in the otherkin community is like when someone says “I’m going to dress like a girl so more boys like me” in the trans community.

Otherkin do NOT effect the realness of trans people. I haven’t seen a SINGLE person even use otherkin as an argument against trans people. The only people who get mad about otherkin ruining the chances of trans people being seen as real are cis people and butthurt trans people who don’t do research.

I guess you don’t get out much because a majority of that was false.

No… It wasn’t…. I’m in both communities. I know the basics…. And for saying I’m wrong you sure don’t have much of a proper retaliation against what I’ve said. If I’m wrong, do enlighten me with proper ideas in which prove you’ve even talked to a real otherkin about their beliefs

I’m not saying I have talked to real otherkin about their beliefs, I’m saying that cis people have told me that just because I said I was a girl it doesn’t mean that I was a “real girl”, that if that was true they couldn’t just say “I’m a squirrel” and that wouldn’t make them a squirrel. The fact that you have an identity that has absolutely no proof or backing behind it and is purely spiritual and is basically a big game of pretend makes cis people think that thats exactly what the trans community is.

Wow, this was worse than I thought. A lot of otherkin people literally believe they are divine gods. It’s like having a god complex but you openly identify as one

i cannot believe this bullshit lol

prince-starbaby asked: Well, honestly society DOESN'T lump trans people and otherkin together because very VERY few people even know of otherkin. And where as there is much science behind trans people mostly based off of human anatomy and hormones and what happened before you were born, otherkin in most cases, are spiritual, which science doesn't get involved in. I can say that not all otherkin believe in the spiritual thing but no otherkin believes they are their kin in a physical sense. They know they're human now

prince-starbaby:

lazerprincess:

No, society does lump trans people and otherkin together. I have heard “well if you’re a girl because you say you are then if I say I’m a squirrel does that make me a squirrel?” way too many times. Ever since people have become accepting of transgender people people have decided to come up with all these bullshit identities because they want to be a special little snowflake and it just ruins it for us transgender people who just want to be accepted into society.

That isn’t otherkin though. You’re thinking of the trolls, those who aren’t actually what they say they are.

Trust me, I’m transgender too. I’ve gotten a lot f shit for it too. But otherkin has nothing to do with trans people. Ever.

Any one who says “If I say I’m a squirrel, then am I squirrel” in the otherkin community is like when someone says “I’m going to dress like a girl so more boys like me” in the trans community.

Otherkin do NOT effect the realness of trans people. I haven’t seen a SINGLE person even use otherkin as an argument against trans people. The only people who get mad about otherkin ruining the chances of trans people being seen as real are cis people and butthurt trans people who don’t do research.

I guess you don’t get out much because a majority of that was false.

exotherkin:

lazerprincess:

okay I’m sorry but I’m so totally and completely anti-otherkin. Feel free to send me an anon ask telling me why I shouldn’t be because this shit is making cis people lump us together and basically make our gender seem less valid and it pisses me the fuck off

You don’t really have to say sorry, really. Some people believe it, and some don’t. No need to make a big fuzz.

But my question is, why do you hate otherkin?

Because they have absolutely no way to prove why they feel the way they feel and it all falls into the categories of “identities” and it makes it harder for trans people to be taken seriously. People on tumblr just come up with these stupid ways to describe themselves to make them seem unique or special.

prince-starbaby asked: Well, honestly society DOESN'T lump trans people and otherkin together because very VERY few people even know of otherkin. And where as there is much science behind trans people mostly based off of human anatomy and hormones and what happened before you were born, otherkin in most cases, are spiritual, which science doesn't get involved in. I can say that not all otherkin believe in the spiritual thing but no otherkin believes they are their kin in a physical sense. They know they're human now

No, society does lump trans people and otherkin together. I have heard “well if you’re a girl because you say you are then if I say I’m a squirrel does that make me a squirrel?” way too many times. Ever since people have become accepting of transgender people people have decided to come up with all these bullshit identities because they want to be a special little snowflake and it just ruins it for us transgender people who just want to be accepted into society.

incorporealityiswhatineed:

lazerprincess:

okay I’m sorry but I’m so totally and completely anti-otherkin. Feel free to send me an anon ask telling me why I shouldn’t be because this shit is making cis people lump us together and basically make our gender seem less valid and it pisses me the fuck off

Being otherkin…

I’m not saying it’s related to gender at all, I’m saying cis people lump otherkin and transgender people together and the fact that you believe in fantasy and magic makes it look like transgender people’s identities are fantasy and magic. Please explain to me what proof that you have that makes you otherkin because unless you can prove it you’re just playing a game of pretend and making it harder for us to become accepted by society.

(via )

shitantiotherkinantidivinesay:

lazerprincess:

okay I’m sorry but I’m so totally and completely anti-otherkin. Feel free to send me an anon ask telling me why I shouldn’t be because this shit is making cis people lump us together and basically make our gender seem less valid and it pisses me the fuck off

This isn’t a gender and a lot of us are trans, we correct everybody who says otherkin = gender.

I’m not saying it’s a gender. I’m saying that there is no scientific proof behind being otherkin, it’s purely spiritual and it’s stupid that otherkin people get all super offended when people don’t use the correct pronouns or whatever. like sorry I don’t believe what you do, I’m not going to pretend you’re a cat.

this shit honestly makes me want to leave tumblr

okay I’m sorry but I’m so totally and completely anti-otherkin. Feel free to send me an anon ask telling me why I shouldn’t be because this shit is making cis people lump us together and basically make our gender seem less valid and it pisses me the fuck off

nepetalast:

sheyna-sterling:

pissy-little-aquarius:

why are parents allowed to yell and scream at their children and call them names and just make them feel like shit in general…

but when kids try to defend themselves…. its disrespectful?

what kind of fucking shit parents do you have

is this a new thing to you

my mom replies with “that’s just how it is”

(via tohru--adachi)

melaninmom:

it’s almost 2015 and we still have girls believing that they look better than other girls because they don’t wear makeup…grow up perhaps?

it’s almost 2015 and we still have boys believing that girls wear makeup to please boys…grow up perhaps?

(via saintscoot)

oh my god people on here are just so nice to me I don’t deserve this you guys treat me like a princess and it makes me so happy whenever I feel like shit

i don’t have that many followers but the followers I do have treat me like a human being and you have no idea how much that means to me <3

Anonymous asked: I really really like your blog, not only are you a sweetheart and cute but it's always a nice mix of aesthetic and funny/important things. I wish you the best <3

Wow, thank you! That made my day <3

  • Josie: I have a new crusshhhhh
  • Matt: Me too! On a boy!
  • Pearl: You're a boy with a crush on a boy?
  • Matt: Yeah he's really cute.
  • Pearl: Oh.
  • (pause for a bit)
  • Matt: Boys can like boys. I just can't marry him because boys can't marry boys.
  • Me: Yeah they can. You can marry whoever you want.
  • Matt: Really?
  • Josie: YEAH my tia has a wife so now I have a titi and a auntie.
  • Matt: Okay. Then maybe I'll marry him.
  • Dave: (from across the room) No you can't you're seven.
  • (Age was apparently the only foreseeable problem anyone of my elementary schoolers could see with gay marriage.)

Anonymous asked: Aw I'm sorry about the creepy fetishists :/ that's bullshit

I was going to go on and rant about it further but honestly it’s not going to change shit… thanks anon <3

lazerprincess:

the worst part about being a trans girl on the internet is when you get an anonymous compliment you can never tell if it’s someone that legitimately thinks you’re pretty or if it’s a middle aged creeper fetishist who’s jacking off to pictures of you.

literally right after I posted this a bunch of shemale fetishists followed me and reblogged a bunch of my posts like are you fucking kidding me

yukitalia:

now you can remember your embarrassing memories of caramelldansen just in time for the holidays

(via mahouprince)

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plajus:

sosad2112:

plajus:

hanari-san:

dion-thesocialist:

All gendered items are unnecessarily gendered items.

Tampons

boys sometimes need tampons

When do cis boys need tampons?

where the hell did i say cis

(via pimpmatterz)

Anonymous asked: I think you are absolutely beautiful and I wish you luck in life.

Thank you, I really needed to hear that… I’ve been having a really shitty week… Love you anon <3

the worst part about being a trans girl on the internet is when you get an anonymous compliment you can never tell if it’s someone that legitimately thinks you’re pretty or if it’s a middle aged creeper fetishist who’s jacking off to pictures of you.

Anonymous asked: You're amazing and I love your blog

Thank you anon <3

hotskele:

when u listen to cool music and u get PUMPED and you open phtoshop to draw something really hardcore w dynamic lines and intense perspective

image

(Source: filthybloodmage, via juu-arts)

ponygem:

Trans women can be lesbians.
Lesbian trans women exists.
Trans men CANNOT be lesbians.
Lesbian trans men do not exists.

Lesbian = women who like women.
Why is this hard to understand?

(via fangirlin4life)

Anonymous asked: Can you post a pic of you looking all cute and femme?

probably not any time soon, my parents are transphobic so I can’t wear make-up or skirts just whenever I want, I have to be out with my friends or something. Also I feel like shit about my body and honestly I’ve been thinking of deleting the pics I’ve already posted haha

justanotherdolpin:

jayywhizzle:

espressonist:

rejennerate:

superwholock-ismy-design:

rainbow-femme:

gallifrey-feels:

distraction:

who the FUCK told society that depression and awkwardness is cute and adorable

bad screenwriters

John Green

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john green is not the problem
john green’s fans are the problem

Reblogging SO fast.

With the added caveat that no author is or will ever be perfect.

Thank you

They are not his fans if they say things like that

(via nepetas-cutie-brigade)

i feel like everything i’m working towards is just going to lead to more disappointments. nothing i ever accomplish will satisfy me, none of this will be worth it in the end

these mothafuckin basic bitches be dissing sailor moon 凸(¬_¬)凸

testosterlonely:

you don’t have to be pansexual to date trans people

you don’t have to be pansexual to date trans people

you don’t have to be pansexual to date trans people

you don’t have to be pansexual to date trans people

you don’t have to be pansexual to date trans people

(via tohru--adachi)

officialrikafurude:

darccmarcc:

officialrikafurude:

the correct pronouns are not a reward for ‘nice’ trans people

the correct pronouns are not a reward for ‘nice’ trans people

the correct pronouns are not a reward for ‘nice’ trans people

hmmm i somewhat disagree?? like if someone is gonna be rude and disrespectful to me, what makes them think that im gonna use their pronouns???

heres a cool and neat tip:

you are absolute fucking trash

(via alicethefabulousunicorn)

kevinkinky-:

fucknobarackobama:

kevinkinky-:

Republicans are scary but republicans under the age of 20 are even scarier

Yeah liberals are terrified of educated youth

did your dad tell you that

(via rylannicole)

Anonymous asked: Hi, just wanted to say that you are gorgeous and you are an inspiration to me. I wish I had the courage to be who I want to be

Okay firstly thank youuu, that made my day :)

Secondly, listen here anon. I said those EXACT SAME WORDS to my goddess during my freshman year (she was a senior) of high school, she was obviously dmab but she didn’t give a flying fuck she just strut around the halls in 5 inch heels and winged eyeliner and she SLAYED and I wished I had her confidence I was so jealous of her but then one day I was like “FUCK IT. I’m tired of pretending to be somebody else” and soon that day will come for you too and you are going to be so freakin hot and everyone will bow down to you so just please love yourself, okay?

woah so that pic of me in the dress at Forever 21 got a bunch of notes all the sudden thank you all for the nice compliments and hi to new followers! you’re all so nice even though I honestly look ratchet af

dirtylowfrequencies:

if u touch my thigh under a table in public u can bet ur sweet bippy that ur gonna be gettin some later.

(via 117mm)

  • *hasnt been on tumblr all day*: gains followers
  • *comes online and starts blogging*: loses followers

every aspect of me and my life is pathetic

terrakion:

the following words are absolutely, undeniably incorrect in any of their usages so stop it

  • trans*
  • transgendered
  • transgenders

(via empress-savvy)

MY WIG CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY. I’M LITERALLY SO EXCITED

21riots asked: A L L

not doing all of them. that’ll take fucking forever.

200: My crush’s name is: Jennifer Lawrence or Andrew Garfield. Or both

199: I was born in: 1997 *hillbilly voice* in Florence, South Carolina

198: I am really: fucked up
197: My cellphone company is: literally why do you care
196: My eye color is: hazel (it’s actually brown, I’m just being a pretentious bitch)
195: My shoe size is: too big
194: My ring size is: too big
193: My height is: too big
192: I am allergic to: too big
191: My 1st car was: http://www.noupe.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/08/barbiecar.jpg
190: My 1st job was: kamans art shoppes <3
189: Last book you read: Looking for Alaska by John Greene
188: My bed is: cheap
187: My pet: expensive
186: My best friend: cheap
185: My favorite shampoo is: whatever my sister uses
184: Xbox or ps3: I own an xbox and I really regret buying it lol
183: Piggy banks are: how are you supposed to answer this question
182: In my pockets: all of the friends I have (there isn’t anything in my pockets)
181: On my calendar: numbers and words
180: Marriage is: cool
179: Spongebob can: get it
178: My mom: is ignorant
177: The last three songs I bought were? I just bought Ariana Grande’s “My Everything” album, so that
176: Last YouTube video watched: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xfzmLzFw48
175: How many cousins do you have? 8
174: Do you have any siblings? 3
173: Are your parents divorced? I wish
172: Are you taller than your mom? unfortunately
171: Do you play an instrument? ALL OF THEM
170: What did you do yesterday? watched pitch perfect then bridesmaids then cried
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: jennifer lawrence
168: Luck: bad
167: Fate: nope
166: Yourself: too tall
165: Aliens: hella dope
164: Heaven: nonexistant
163: Hell: my parent’s house
162: God: a meanie
161: Horoscopes: nope
160: Soul mates: So red looks good with white, right? But it also looks good with black, orange, blue and a bunch of other colors. White isn’t red’s “soul mate”, white is just a color that goes well with red. and if you’re creating art that only uses two colors, and you’re picking red as one of them, you’re going to have to pick one color eventually. Does that mean that that’s the only color that goes well with red? No. So no, “soul mates” don’t exist, there are at least dozens of people in this world you are perfectly compatible with.
159: Ghosts: spoopy
158: Gay Marriage: gay
157: War: selfish
156: Orbs: round
155: Magic: 
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses:
153: Drunk or High: I haven’t been either sooo
152: Phone or Online:
151: Red heads or Black haired: black hair is literally the sexiest thing
150: Blondes or Brunettes: black hair is literally the sexiest thing
149: Hot or cold: Yes or no
148: Summer or winter: Summer, I love being at the beach
147: Autumn or Spring: autumn are you kidding me? homecoming, halloween, scarves, leaves
146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate ice cream tastes like shit sorry i don’t make the rules
145: Night or Day: night is so pretty!
144: Oranges or Apples: the fact that it doesn’t say “apples or oranges” frustrates me
143: Curly or Straight hair: Straight. I couldn’t deal with curly hair
142: McDonalds or Burger King: neither oh my god ew?
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white chocolate makes me grumpy
140: Mac or PC: I honestly hate my mac so fucking much
139: Flip flops or high heals: I enjoy it when my wounds heal
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: rich. financial stability is hot
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke
136: Hillary or Obama: obama, even though he’s a dumbass sometimes
135: Burried or cremated: burried, I wanna be a zombie
134: Singing or Dancing: singing WHILE dancing
133: Coach or Chanel: what
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: what
131: Small town or Big city: big city! 
130: Wal-Mart or Target: target is literally the greatest store ever
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: no
128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure. my feet are ugly sooo
127: East Coast or West Coast: west coast! Atlantic ocean is boring
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Birthday, there is less talk about christianity
125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers!
124: Disney or Six Flags: can I work at disney? like I can’t imagine how amazing it feels to be a princess and have little kids scream at you and demand pictures
123: Yankees or Red Sox: what
[ Here’s What I Think About ]
                                                                                    {122: War:
okay what the hell you already asked about this shit {121: George Bush: 
                                                                                    {120: Gay Marriage: 

119: The presidential election: 2 years away
118: Abortion: sad 
117: MySpace: empty
116: Reality TV: depressing
115: Parents: wrong
114: Back stabbers: human
113: Ebay: sketchy
112: Facebook: sketchy
111: Work: hella aweome!
110: My Neighbors: okay?
109: Gas Prices: getting better
108: Designer Clothes: hot
107: College: scary
106: Sports: scary
105: My family: scary
104: The future: scary
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: I honestly don’t remember
102: Last time you ate: yesterday
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: idk i never see anyone
100: Cried in front of someone: recently
99: Went to a movie theater: yesterday
98: Took a vacation: earlier this summer
97: Swam in a pool: like 6 years ago idk haha
96: Changed a diaper: forever ago
95: Got my nails done: never
94: Went to a wedding: forever ago
93: Broke a bone: never
92: Got a peircing: never
91: Broke the law: never really?
90: Texted: last night
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: when people use “fuck” as a noun
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: financial security
87: The last movie I saw: Mockingjay
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: HRT
85: The thing im not looking forward to: having to dilate my vagina like every day after SRS
84: People call me: hot
83: The most difficult thing to do is: suck it up
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never
81: My zodiac sign is: scorpio
80: The first person i talked to today was: my dog (not a person but honestly who fucking cares)
79: First time you had a crush: 8th grade
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Abby (she literally knows everything about me. everything.)
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: 
76: Right now I am talking to: Catherine!
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: wish I were shorter
74: I have/will get a job: eventually
73: Tomorrow: my first wig comes in the mail!
72: Today: i wished my wig came in the mail today
71: Next Summer: gonna work my ass off
70: Next Weekend: gonna be a lazy ass
69: I have these pets: 2 dogs
68: The worst sound in the world: car beeping at me. it’s the scariest fucking thing ever
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mom
66: People that make you happy: my friends at kamans <3
65: Last time I cried: last night
64: My friends are: gay
63: My computer is: gay
62: My School: straight
61: My Car: non-existant
60: I lose all respect for people who: make rape jokes
59: The movie I cried at was: the perks of being a wallflower
58: Your hair color is: sexy
57: TV shows you watch: too many
56: Favorite web site: currently storeenvy.com <3
55: Your dream vacation: Tokyo!
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: 
53: How do you like your steak cooked: ew meat
52: My room is: trashy
51: My favorite celebrity is: Jennifer Lawrence
50: Where would you like to be:
49: Do you want children: as many as I can financially support
48: Ever been in love: nah
47: Who’s your best friend: Abby
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girl friends
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: 
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: 
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: save up lots of money
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: i just don’t want to die alone
41: Have you pre-named your children: no but IM GONNA DO THAT RIGHT NOW
40: Last person I got mad at: my dad
39: I would like to move to: somewhere else

38: I wish I was a professional: fashion designer!

[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: all
36: Vehicle: cute ones
35: President: I don’t really like any of them?
34: State visited: ones that allow gay marriage
33: Cellphone provider: again with this question
32: Athlete: gay ones
31: Actor: Johnny Depp
30: Actress: Jennifer Lawrence
29: Singer: so many
28: Band: so many
27: Clothing store: storenvy.com!
26: Grocery store: what kind of a question is that
25: TV show: definitely Game of Thrones
24: Movie: so many
23: Website: I already answered this shit what the hell
22: Animal: dogs
21: Theme park: disney world
20: Holiday: halloween!
19: Sport to watch: ice skating
18: Sport to play: i have a feeling I would like tennis if I tried it
17: Magazine: gay ones
16: Book: the Perks of Being a Wallflower
15: Day of the week: thursday
14: Beach: ones with sand
13: Concert attended: i haven’t been to a “real” concert :(
12: Thing to cook: Cupcakes!
11: Food: stuff with sugar in it
10: Restaurant: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KmtIHyCpf4
9: Radio station: Galaxy News Radio
8: Yankee candle scent: idk ones that smell good?
7: Perfume: idk i don’t own any yet
6: Flower:
5: Color: red. it symbolizes war and blood but also love and it’s such a cool color what the hell
4: Talk show host: Jimmy Fallon!
3: Comedian: Bo Burnham
2: Dog breed: Visla
1: did you answer all these truthfully ?
” not really

okay i answered all of them whoops

"200 things you can put in my ask
200: My crush’s name is:
199: I was born in:
198: I am really:
197: My cellphone company is:
196: My eye color is:
195: My shoe size is:
194: My ring size is:
193: My height is:
192: I am allergic to:
191: My 1st car was:
190: My 1st job was:
189: Last book you read:
188: My bed is:
187: My pet:
186: My best friend:
185: My favorite shampoo is:
184: Xbox or ps3:
183: Piggy banks are:
182: In my pockets:
181: On my calendar:
180: Marriage is:
179: Spongebob can:
178: My mom:
177: The last three songs I bought were?
176: Last YouTube video watched:
175: How many cousins do you have?
174: Do you have any siblings?
173: Are your parents divorced?
172: Are you taller than your mom?
171: Do you play an instrument?
170: What did you do yesterday?
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight:
168: Luck:
167: Fate:
166: Yourself:
165: Aliens:
164: Heaven:
163: Hell:
162: God:
161: Horoscopes:
160: Soul mates:
159: Ghosts:
158: Gay Marriage:
157: War:
156: Orbs:
155: Magic:
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses:
153: Drunk or High:
152: Phone or Online:
151: Red heads or Black haired:
150: Blondes or Brunettes:
149: Hot or cold:
148: Summer or winter:
147: Autumn or Spring:
146: Chocolate or vanilla:
145: Night or Day:
144: Oranges or Apples:
143: Curly or Straight hair:
142: McDonalds or Burger King:
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:
140: Mac or PC:
139: Flip flops or high heals:
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor:
137: Coke or Pepsi:
136: Hillary or Obama:
135: Burried or cremated:
134: Singing or Dancing:
133: Coach or Chanel:
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:
131: Small town or Big city:
130: Wal-Mart or Target:
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler:
128: Manicure or Pedicure:
127: East Coast or West Coast:
126: Your Birthday or Christmas:
125: Chocolate or Flowers:
124: Disney or Six Flags:
123: Yankees or Red Sox:
[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War:
121: George Bush:
120: Gay Marriage:
119: The presidential election:
118: Abortion:
117: MySpace:
116: Reality TV:
115: Parents:
114: Back stabbers:
113: Ebay:
112: Facebook:
111: Work:
110: My Neighbors:
109: Gas Prices:
108: Designer Clothes:
107: College:
106: Sports:
105: My family:
104: The future:
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone:
102: Last time you ate:
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile:
100: Cried in front of someone:
99: Went to a movie theater:
98: Took a vacation:
97: Swam in a pool:
96: Changed a diaper:
95: Got my nails done:
94: Went to a wedding:
93: Broke a bone:
92: Got a peircing:
91: Broke the law:
90: Texted: hour ago
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most:
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
87: The last movie I saw:
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most:
85: The thing im not looking forward to:
84: People call me:
83: The most difficult thing to do is:
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket:
81: My zodiac sign is:
80: The first person i talked to today was:
79: First time you had a crush:
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from:
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking:
76: Right now I am talking to:
75: What are you going to do when you grow up:
74: I have/will get a job:
73: Tomorrow:
72: Today:
71: Next Summer:
70: Next Weekend:
69: I have these pets:
68: The worst sound in the world:
67: The person that makes me cry the most is:
66: People that make you happy:
65: Last time I cried:
64: My friends are:
63: My computer is:
62: My School:
61: My Car:
60: I lose all respect for people who:
59: The movie I cried at was:
58: Your hair color is:
57: TV shows you watch:
56: Favorite web site:
55: Your dream vacation:
54: The worst pain I was ever in was:
53: How do you like your steak cooked:
52: My room is:
51: My favorite celebrity is:
50: Where would you like to be:
49: Do you want children:
48: Ever been in love:
47: Who’s your best friend:
46: More guy friends or girl friends:
45: One thing that makes you feel great is:
44: One person that you wish you could see right now:
43: Do you have a 5 year plan:
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die:
41: Have you pre-named your children:
40: Last person I got mad at:
39: I would like to move to:
38: I wish I was a professional:
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy:
36: Vehicle:
35: President:
34: State visited:
33: Cellphone provider:
32: Athlete:
31: Actor:
30: Actress:
29: Singer:
28: Band:
27: Clothing store:
26: Grocery store:
25: TV show:
24: Movie:
23: Website:
22: Animal:
21: Theme park:
20: Holiday:
19: Sport to watch:
18: Sport to play:
17: Magazine:
16: Book:
15: Day of the week:
14: Beach:
13: Concert attended:
12: Thing to cook:
11: Food:
10: Restaurant:
9: Radio station:
8: Yankee candle scent:
7: Perfume:
6: Flower:
5: Color:
4: Talk show host:
3: Comedian:
2: Dog breed:
1: did you answer all these truthfully ?"
-

(via wentzfam)

Someone please ask me a question I am so bored

(via holaimawkwardyes)

(Source: perpetualmoaning, via empress-savvy)

I hate it SO FUCKING MUCH when cis girls tell transgender women that we aren’t “real” women because we don’t go through the hardships they go through such as periods or giving birth, like you aren’t a real woman if you don’t go through that shit. Shut the actual fuck up, we go through just as much shit you do, just in different ways.

The majority of earth’s population hates us and thinks of us as subhuman, most of us have parents who don’t accept our feelings, we have to pay hundreds of dollars for laser hair removal and dozens of thousands for SRS, we can legally be fired from our job in most states just because we’re trans, 40% of transgender people have attempted suicide because of harassment from transphobic people, not to mention 1 out of 12 trans women are murdered every year, and even more have probably not been reported. But we don’t get periods, so I guess we aren’t “real” women.

Not to mention, every straight trans girl I’ve talked to is EXTREMELY depressed about the fact that they can’t give birth. Yeah, we know it hurts. We know it hurts like a motherfucker. But the fact that we can never have a kid that is biologically ours breaks our heart. We WANT to go through that pain, we want to have that biological connection with a baby of our own. But we can’t, and you throw that in our face as a reason why we aren’t “real” women.

If you think that my life is easier than yours because I don’t get a period once a month then lets perform some kinda satanic ritual or some shit and switch bodies, because I promise you I have it harder than you think I do.

(note: the title says “ignorant cis girls”, im not saying ALL cis girls are ignorant, i’m only addressing the ignorant ones)

"Just because someone desires you, it does not mean that they value you"
- Nayyirah Waheed   (via nativefunkk)

(Source: reina-negrita, via youdontknowmeneverwillneverwill)

sentientarboroform:

spiritsflame:

If whats happening in Ferguson was happening to an all white community, it would be called a dystopian novel

#and all actions against the police would be heroic and daring#and the plucky white protags would be encouraged to use violence to stop the injustice

they weren’t doing that though. they were looting stores for soda pop and vodka and burning down local businesses. if white people did that we would still call them stupid idiots

(via saintscoot)

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amoying:

if you drink your coffee black then you’re probably into some real fucked up shit 

(via 21riots)

how-fucking-dare-you:

fluxandpause:

Pros of being gay: both you and your wife would get into the lifeboats on the titanic.

Cons of being gay: both you and your husband will die on the titanic.

Pros of being trans: they wouldn’t even let you board the titanic.

(via youdontknowmeneverwillneverwill)

imhyperer:

A) You are transgender or do not conform to gender boundaries
B) You are NOT heterosexual
C) You are cisgender and accept people that are not cis
D) You are heterosexual but accept people of and sexuality

My mom claims that it is too dangerous for me to tell people that I am a gay transboy, and I want tonshow her that my generation is much more open minded and accepting than hers

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No pity asks/messages please. I just want you to read this and acknowledge the fact that I’m sad.

I have literally no friends. If you think you’re my friend, odds are you aren’t. When was the last time you talked to me? A couple weeks ago? A couple months ago? That’s what I thought. You don’t give a shit about me.

I’m so cripplingly lonely. I have parents that think I shouldn’t be allowed to go out with friends more than once every couple months because they don’t want me to make friends that accept my gender. I never get any social interaction, I just sit in my room and listen to indie music and browse tumblr all day. My social anxiety is at an all time high and my stuttering is worse than it’s ever been.

I started cutting again, it helps me relax… I don’t know how or why. It hurts but it feels good, the same way it feels good to cry. I could write out a much longer post of things that make me want to kill myself, these are just the things that have recently been added to the list. I don’t know if I’m going to do it yet… I don’t know if it’s worse to live until I at least until turn 18 to see what it’s like to be a girl or to die now and get it over with.

lazerprincess:

hey so today is transgender remembrance day so at some point today think about how fucked up it is that 1 in 10 transgender women are murdered every year and 41% of transgender people attempt to commit suicide

like I don’t think people realize how big of a problem this is. it’s a very big problem

OKAY SERIOUSLY HERE’S THE LIST OF DEATHS LOOK AT THE CAUSES OF DEATH HOLY FUCKING SHIT THIS IS MESSED UP http://tdor.info/memorializing-2013/

hey so today is transgender remembrance day so at some point today think about how fucked up it is that 1 in 10 transgender women are murdered every year and 41% of transgender people attempt to commit suicide

like I don’t think people realize how big of a problem this is. it’s a very big problem

jojomirabelle:

triple-fang:

Trans  Drag

Drag  Trans

This has been a PSA. Thank you. 

Literally everybody needs to understand this IMMEDIATELY

(via witchclit)

I’m literally such a bitch. shit happens in my life that isn’t even really that bad and all I do is complain about it to everyone around me and threaten to commit suicide and make them feel sorry for me, then they view me as sub-human and someone they have to take care of like a child. then when they don’t meet my each and every single expectation I lash out at them and make them feel like shit and like they weren’t good enough to take care of me.
since I can only find imperfections in myself I try my hardest to find imperfections in everyone around me and use them as a way to one up myself and make others feel bad to make myself look better.
I completely isolate myself from the rest of the world in fear of fucking something up because every single thing I’ve done in the past couple years has fucked everything up and I don’t want my life to get any harder so I continue to cut myself off from the rest of society, resulting in high social anxiety. then when everyone I meet eventually ends up hating me I wonder why.

mreallybad:

don’t cater to straight boys laziness by pretending they’re better in bed than they are. don’t fake orgasms. don’t tolerate bad sex. if you go down on them, ask them to go down on you. tell them how to make you orgasm. tell them if something hurts. don’t let men think they’re sex gods when they have no fucking idea what they’re doing.

(via qtwaifu)

if I don’t answer your anon question it’s because I don’t know how to reply without sounding like a dork

captainkirkmccoy:

chaffeebicknell:

thebutterflysgrave:

am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me

am i lazy or horribly depressed: the sequel

does everyone hate me or am I just very insecure: the completion of the trilogy

is literally everyone hotter than me or do I just have body dysmorphia: the documentary about the trilogy

(via featheredweights)

spiceukeuchiha asked: hey buddy !! i just wanted to let you know that i miss seeing ur beautiful face almost every week ❤️ love you princess

Aww thanks babe! Love you too! (by the way thank you for using female pronouns! you’re super fucking awesome!)

Anonymous asked: Wait what did Laverne Cox do?

autogynephile:

bipolarkirkland:

transboyjoestar:

rojerk:

imreallybad:

she has a ridiculously sexist makeover/beauty show called TRANSform me where 3 trans women give a woman a makeover, and the whole thing is misogynistic garbage where she says all sorts of wacko bullshit about gender/what it means to be a woman 

i just watched the first episode and i will never respect her again, here’s an article with a blow-by-blow

Wow this is really fucking disappointing.

did no one else notice the huge amounts of transmisogyny in that article tho? its one thing to watch the episode the discuss the HUGE problems with it but that article is so gross and packed full of transmisogyny. 

yeah that article was fucking awful. i don’t think anyone should be citing it to point out what’s wrong with that show.

Why aren’t y’all all over cis women’s makeover shows? Why aren’t you all over gay men’s makeover shows? Why are you scapegoating a black trans woman for patriarchy? Why the FUCK are you linking to gendertrender, a blog that exists for the sole purpose of scuttling trans women’s lives? What the fuck is your problem?

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fuck. makeup is so hard.

kirigii:

"boys will never understand periods   !!"
"girls don’t know what it’s like to have a boner !!!"
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(Source: decemder, via youdontknowmeneverwillneverwill)

sea-witch22:

Telling me I’m cute for a t girl will get you slapped you stupid fetishist😠

Anonymous asked: You are fabulous!

ughhhh thank you so muchhh why are people so nice

"I don’t like sushi."
- a bitch who needs to get out my face (via michaxl)

(Source: beyoncestears, via cecilgpalmer)

jenna-saispas-deactivated201412 asked: You're a hottie :)

awwhh ugh thank youuu

babygetinme:

kennendoah:

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Please make this into a storybook so I can read this to my children in the future.

(Source: pondraws, via tearstainsandteabags)

Anonymous asked: you're literally the cutest ever omg!! i hope you have a wonderful day <3

lazerprincess:

oh my god so many sweet anons I can’t handle I PROMISE IM NOT SENDING THESE TO MYSELF REAL LIFE PEOPLE ARE BEING NICE TO ME WHAT THE HECK

I FORGOT TO SAY THANK YOU.

<3 thank you sweet anon <3

Anonymous asked: you're literally the cutest ever omg!! i hope you have a wonderful day <3

oh my god so many sweet anons I can’t handle I PROMISE IM NOT SENDING THESE TO MYSELF REAL LIFE PEOPLE ARE BEING NICE TO ME WHAT THE HECK

radiomaru:

that feeling when the ramona flowers tag blows up around halloween every year… <3

WE LOVE YOU BRIAN O’MALLEY

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Anonymous asked: your hair is so cute!

omg thanks anon!

thealebat:

when people repost art and put “credits to owner” like it means anything on it

nostalgiaprincess:

alright. you know what? I’m just going to say it.

I’m transgender. The only reason I’ve waited so long to come out is because of my parents, but fuck it. I’m transgender and I’m hella proud of it.

she/her, please and thank you.

(Source: lazerprincess)

witchclit:

at work they’re playing halloween music on repeat. if i hear monster mash one more time im going to do something drastic

there isn’t enough gay porn on my dash

"I’ve thought about killing myself more than I’ve thought about graduating high school."
- (via inheadswake)

(Source: italyfnf, via rylannicole)

  • when cis dudes wear makeup: wow!! flip those gender roles!!! youre amazing!!
  • when trans dudes wear makeup: ummmm i just dont understand.... how you can say youre male.... and not present yourself more masculine........

calibornsmainsqueeze:

trans people taking testosterone need to drink orange juice cause testosterone weakens your immune system!! trans people taking estrogen need to drink milk cause estrogen causes calcium to be absorbed less

(Source: calibornsbottomhoohoo, via 21riots)

thank you all for the positive feedback on me coming out, once I get better at makeup I’ll post some selfies <3 <3 <3

Anonymous asked: congrats on coming out! thats really cool!

awh thanks anon <3

leelahthevampirequeen:

alright. you know what? I’m just going to say it.

I’m transgender. The only reason I’ve waited so long to come out is because of my parents, but fuck it. I’m transgender and I’m hella proud of it.

she/her, please and thank you.

btw this is josh

(Source: lazerprincess)

alright. you know what? I’m just going to say it.

I’m transgender. The only reason I’ve waited so long to come out is because of my parents, but fuck it. I’m transgender and I’m hella proud of it.

she/her, please and thank you.

i can’t believe there are people out there in this world today who aren’t following me. they’re missing out on so much

90% of the people who tag their posts “ironic” don’t know what irony is

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fuck gender

I need to smoke I am feeling way too many emotions right now

(Source: bunnyflacko, via pastel-cutie)

pochitos:

´ ▽ ` )ノ Hi, friends! My dash is being super slow so reblog if you post any of these:

  • Pink.
  • Food.
  • Girly stuff.
  • Computers/technology.
  • Sanrio.
  • Anime.

And I’ll check your blog!  ╮(─▽─)╭

(via meowmagica)

as usual, sailor moon gets her ass kicked and everyone else has to save her

slayboybunny:

everyone who thinks im cute because theyve seen my selfies online have got a nother thing coming tbh lol……………. cameras cannot pick up how beautiful i am in real life

(via 21riots)

lycanthropic:

Running into closeted homosexuals from high school at the gay club

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(via spiceukeuchiha)

"When did you realize you were gay?"

One day I saw a boy and I was like “damn”

twenty—one-riots:

I KEEP LOSING WEIGHT BUT I KEEP FUCKING EATING

(Source: 21riots)

the character limit for asks needs to not exist

dajo42:

literally like. i’m not ~~~attracted to~~~ my friends but. they’re all attractive. like, wow. fuck. i am surrounded by hot people. i hope other people see how hot my friends are. i hope they see us in a group and are like “holy shit. so many hot people. hot as stars. that’s less of a clique and more of a constellation”

(via 21riots)

aobatoppingnoiz:

ironically, enforcing the idea that Youre Only Gay And Trans If You Cant Stop Thinking About It only further reinforces the idea that being cishet IS the default, IS the norm, that if you dont feel REALLY REALLY OVERWHELMINGLY not cishet you cant be queer or trans and its…

Anonymous asked: 16, boy, 5'2", dark brown (basically black) eyes and black hair, and I really love drawing. a perfect date would be getting coffee together then going home and watching a dumb movie and cuddling <3

21riots:

WE ARE LITERALLY THE SAME PERSON SO FUCK YES I WOULD

i am the troll master

all these straight people and im still gay for u

it’s gotta really suck to be a genderqueer Spanish person, since their entire language revolves around gender binaries

felonyvandyke:

i want trans kids to be safe so badly.

(via silicone-injections)

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I cannot comprehend the immensely huge pile of shit anti-trans people are immersed in

they literally
do not
understand
anything

I think I’m going to go ahead and start going by non-binary pronouns now. I’m not actually non-binary, but I’m not a boy, and those are just the pronouns I’m most comfortable with at the moment, so they/them for now please <3

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